Thursday, January 28, 2010

I did something that I might regret later.

Vida la vida or something , right?

Meh meh meh

I am impatient. Get your ass out of the mormon tundra and come cuddle in my bed. Stop being such a famous film maker producer wonderful russian man and kiss my whole face like you promised.

You are steady. You want me like I want you. I want to know you better. Get here.

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

I hate that this itch that makes me miss you seems to keep popping up. But I think it's because I haven't fully moved on yet. Having you across the country helps, God knows how much I would mess with your head if you were closeby.

Thursday, January 21, 2010

I want more than this.

Independence is good but I don't want to forget what good is. We'll see.

Friday, January 15, 2010

I want your attention.

I want you all to myself.

Thursday, January 14, 2010


I should be seeing a show on Friday, going to the King Tut museum with my family and Andy Saturday afternoon then seeing a sketch comedy show Saturday night. Sunday morning would probably be filled with cuddles and breakfast and puppy time, and then I'd go have dinner with my parents. It would be the perfect goodbye weekend.

But, I'm interning. Not that I'm not excited for that, I really am. But it sucks.

And I'm not sure if I'll see you again before I go back to school because you're leaving for Sundance Wednesday and have a crazay crazy schedule. This timing sucks. I'm trying not to be sad about it.

I want day one back.

Thursday, January 7, 2010

Sigh. I am a sucker for the littlest things.

Yet, there always seems to be one thing that turns it all back around.

Things like this make me thankful.
I'm hopeful but also skeptical.

I just want to fall in love again. I'm impatient. But this is a good start, a good beginning. I want a burning love, not a bright light that fades.