I just had the most vivid dream

that you found me and told me you regret everything about our breakup and that you were done with her, you only wanted me. I told you I didn't know and then you left and I overheard you breaking up with her. Then you came to me and asked if I'd have you back.

Weird.

It was so incredibly vivid, crystal clear.

I don't want that? But I woke up feeling really odd.

Despite it all, there are days when I just want to hear

you still miss me.

I feel that I'm overdue for an entry in this journal.

School is hard. Harder than I ever imagined it'd be. But I'm getting through and it's awesome to hear "you're improving". I just have to constantly give myself perspective on it and remind myself that although the material is going to get harder, things will come easier.

And I'm almost a quarter the way through this program!

In other news, I am for the first time in my life content being single. Sure, I miss having someone a lot. But I love having girls nights and going to bed alone and I've really started to value the time I have with my roommates and best friends. I think that now once the right person comes along, it will be easier for me to let them in. I'm gaining a lot of perspective in many areas of my life.

It's weird growing up, but I'm glad my mind seems to have matured a little.