Tuesday, November 17, 2009
How can you not see how you hurt me? And instead of giving a shit that you did, just blame me for being a crazy bitch who makes you out to be a monster when you "did nothing wrong". You don't even try to understand, you just dismiss it and deny it. You care more about your reputation than the fact that you hurt me, and are continually hurting me. I'm not crawling back to anyone, there's no one to crawl to. I'm all alone here, all over again. I just cannot believe you. You said you loved me and you cared about me but everything you said last night completely contradicted that. I feel so hollow and betrayed and just, empty. You're supposed to want to make it better, not to destroy me. How can you be so blind?