ive just been going through old photos and old livejournals and photobuckets
we had been together for so long. it hurts so bad to think about it. i love you so much lora i really really do. why does it have to be this way. i hope our futures collide and we can look back at all of this as a test or something idk. im crazy. im thinking way to much. i miss you."
sometimes I just wonder.