How can I not

wait up?

This is so stupid.

I feel so stupid.

I think the reason why I don't want to tell you how I feel is because I'm afraid of your answer.

And I think I'd lose you.

Maybe it's worth it.

Might be better than this, constantly "maybe" and "I think"s and always wondering.

If only you knew what you were doing to my head. Maybe you'd kindly bow out.