I am having weird feelings. I don't know why all of a sudden I'm paranoid, I'm retreating, I'm missing and feeling down. I am going to blame it on this weather.

I am honestly just really afraid of getting hurt again. I talked a lot about Eric today with Viv, I need to keep him far out of my mind. I'm going to be in town next weekend for the first time in a long while, and the last thing I want to do is see him.

I have only not hung out with donnie one day this week, yet now I'm missing him like crazy. I think I had too high of hopes that we'd get the day to ourselves today.. and he hasn't responded to my text. I'm just being crazy.

Eugh, weird mood. I'm off to eat crab cakes at the barlow's hahah